-=Confused=-

i keep having these weird thoughts these few days...

what if one day while im walking home, and when i arrive at my block downstairs, i see her waiting there for me, telling me that it was all a mistake and she wana get back together... that it was all her fault in the beginning and she should nv have requested for the break... if that happens, what will i do?

when i think about it, i realise i dont have an answer for that... i dont know if its possible for us to get back together after all these time... i know i did make a promise to her that should she wana return, i will be there waiting... part of me wants to keep that promise to her because somewhere deep inside of me still have feelings for her and wishes that she will be back one day... but another part of me is telling myself that its not worth it, cause it might just happen again since it could happen the first time, its also telling me that i should move on and that there is someone better waiting for me somewhere...

how how how how how how how how ???