hmmz... i was playing my game yesterday night when she suddenly msged me on msn... she asked how i am, what i have been busy with and if i met any new girls... i told her i was alright and that i have been busy with camp stuff which is partly true... but i didnt wish to reply her if i have met any new girls... i dont know why but somewhere in me doesnt want to tell her that i have already found someone... is it because i still have not completely forgotten about her or is it something else which i dont know? i was so tempted to ask her how she n kelvin is getting on... i know that if i ask that, its because i still cannot let it go... wo hao bu gan xing !!! haiz... but i really want to know how she is getting on... but im in no position to care or do anything about it... if u ask me if im still worried for her and if i still care for her that much, i would say yes... maybe im still hoping that things might work out in the future... but i feel guilty cause i already have someone else with me now... haiz... such a headache...
sometimes i really dont know if she means what she says, or if she is just playing around... i just wish that she would really say what she is feeling atm instead of telling me other things... on sms, she can be open, but when we are face to face, i nv get to hear the things i want to hear... haiz... are all the girls like that? its the small little things that count...
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