Sunday, May 20, 2007

Loneliness

never thought i would be saying this... im feeling lonely... the past few times my parents and my sis have gone overseas without me, i have not felt lonely... maybe its because the past few times, there was someone else around to keep me company when they aint around... but now, seeing that eileen and my family are on holiday, im left alone at home... the fact that i have to do duty every alternate day isnt helping much... when i come back the next day after duty, the whole house is so empty and quiet... i used to think that i liked it alot... i have to admit as much as i like to have peace, at times i will still feel the need for someone to be with me... maybe its just like what i told jo the other time, the both of us cannot stand being alone, cannot stand being lonely... we need to have someone with us all the time... be it family, friends or even girlfriend/boyfriend... we just cant stand the feeling of being lonesome...
luckily, eileen will be back on wed, and we can keep each other company from thurs onwards since i have duty on wednesday...

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