Friday, June 15, 2007

Going Thru Some Problems

problems for me never seem to end... just when i can see the light, i see more problems appearing... been doing some thinking recently... alot of thoughts keep entering my mind, and until now i dont have the answers to my doubts...

recently, i realised that singlehood isnt as bad as it seems... i seem to want to be single now then to be attached... maybe its because im tired of relationships already... all the unhappiness, all the doubts, all the hurt that relationships cause, im just too tired... maybe its because i cant convince myself to put in my 100% into the current relationship... after 2 failed relationships in which i gave my all, i just cant afford to subject myself to get too emotionally attached, lest the pain it might bring in the future...

when i look at the people around me already starting to earn money, i just cant help but feel useless... here i am, still stuck with studying while they are earing their own pay for themselves... feel hopeless =(

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