I Really Hate It

i just cant stand the fact that ppl keep things from me, esp if its someone close to me... and of all ppl, it has to be her... haiz... its bad enough that she wants to keep things concerning me from me, and yet she has to tell me abit and not tell the rest, saying she will tell me in the future... the sms she sent are so sweet, so close, but when we are face to face, its totally different... i just cant help but be bothered by what she does... sometimes when things are so obvious, she tells me she doesnt know, but i know that at times she is just pretending... im tired of always having to take the initiative to do things... can she for once take the initiative? :(