like i have said earlier, this would be the place where my closest and most barest feelings can be found... so i wont hold back on saying what i feel...
y is it people have to conceal their feelings in front of others... y is it people are so afraid of letting others know what they really feel... is it because they are afraid of people seeing their weakness... or is it because they dont want the sympathy that people show them upon knowing of their true feelings... i think its a mixture of these 2 reasons plus a few more others... who would want others to see them when they are at their weakest state... who would want others to see them when they have fallen... i guess thats why every1 puts on a strong front in front of others...
if i were to say that i dont think of her any more, or that i dont think of her that much, then i would just be bluffing myself... if i tell u that i dont know what will happen when i meet her or her n her new bf on the streets what will happen to me, then im also lying... cause i know jolly well for a fact that, i will be even more upset than before... it has happened before in a 10 month relationship, so a 3 year relationship would have been much worse... even just reading up on her everyday life is enough to cause me sleepless nights, whatabout meeting her face to face... i really dont know what to expect...
but if one day she decides to come back, i will still be waiting for her.............................................
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