Im at a lost right now... i dont know who i am at the moment... and i dont know what im doing... i tot all this time i have started to forget about her or at least not think so much about her... but when i see how well she is leading her life atm... how she is enjoying life atm, i cant help but think of how things would have been...
the past few nights i felt so irritated and frustrated... i dont know what was the cause of it... but i can only remember that u were always there to calm me down, to listen to me in the past... but now, i cant even hear ur voice anymore...
when i had problems in camp, u were always there to give me advice on what to do... i really miss those days...
u were my motivation in the past, regardless of what i did... i just had to think of you, and i will have all the motivation i need to complete the tasks no matter how hard it was... but now, when i wana look for a motivation, i cant think of any... i just feel like giving up... i really do...
*anyway its gona rain tonight, i hope u got ur blanket on, cause u always nv bother to cover urself*
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