i realised that ever since i broke up, bad luck has been hounding me at my doorstep... so far i have not given in to despair yet... but im not sure how much longer i can hold on... things seem to be getting worse each day... im faced with uncertainty... even things that i used to be confident of are now things that im not so sure of anymore...
take today for example, i got scolded by my mum for not helping to carry stuff they bought when they went shopping... harlo ??? i cant carry heavy stuff remember ??? i even got problems lifting my arm so how m i suppose to carry them... my mum also said that im treating the house as a hotel since im not making any contribution to it when i told my dad i got problem washing the dishes should he volunteer to cook dinner... in the end, i didnt even have dinner to eat -.-
there's a limit to how much each person can take... mine is almost at the limit... i dont know how much more i can take it... unless my world changes, i doubt it will last for long... im just living each day as it is... taking things one step at a time, hopefully time will heal all wounds...
should i one day be able to walk out of this nightmare, will i be stronger that i originally was... will that make me a changed man? at this point of time, nothing is for certain... will i attempt to walk out alone or will i be supported... thats another uncertainty as well...
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