while i was at Jalan Kayu having supper earlier, flashbacks from the past just entered my head... i thought of the time after the Flesh Imp event at Zouk where me, yj, ariane and khairi went to Jalan Kayu for supper... even though it was not the same seat, i still could remember what we ordered and what we talked about... all the laugher and fun we had... then when kel n co were talking about their experiences taking taxis, i thought of the incident during New Year's Day where i was at andrew's house, and yj was supposed to join me at his place after her work... n she had alot of trouble with the taxi and she ended up going back home after much deliberation... all these thoughts just led to more and more thoughts of the times we spent together...
why cant happy times last? will things return to the same?
maybe the next time i go to Jalan Kayu to have a meal, there will be someone else having the meal with me...
seriously speaking... im still looking for a way to let go of things, to forget the past... until then, the past will still be living within me...
its weird that me n eileen can still be talking to each other like nothing has happened before after the split, since many say that once a couple split, its very difficult to be friends... the both of us are behaving just like we were before we got together, very good friends... i guess we never really put in the effort or we didnt exactly see each other as a couple in the first place i guess... to me, this is a good thing... its better to have a friend than a stranger in life...
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