have any of you ever experienced what im feeling right now? or at least what i think im feeling at the moment? have any of you have ever developed weird feelings after meeting a girl for the first time in your life, and even though you have never spoken to her, but you know her name and her contact, and yet fail to contact her? you dont know if she remembers you and you dont know if you should contact her... but you keep thinking of her, and you feel like she is someone who is special?
i met this girl during my university freshmen orientation day... she was in my orientation group (OG)... even though we did have an ice-breaker and some games, we didnt really get to talk to each other... the most we talked was just 1 or 2 sentences... I really wanted to get to know her, but i didnt get a chance to, or should i say i didnt have the courage to do so... the lucky thing was that my OG leader requested that we write down our msn contacts as well as our contact no., so that she could consolidate, type it out and email to all of us, which we all did... from that first day, i couldnt wait to receive that email and add her to my msn list... the list only came on the second night... i added her immediately but after several days, she still hasnt added me... its either she didnt want to accept or didnt have a chance to accept it yet... i kept wishing that it was the latter... i waited and waited... during these days, i kept wondering if i should just send her an sms instead, but my friends were saying that it might just scare her, so i decided to leave it as it is... one night, i finally saw her on msn... i was quite excited, but i didnt managed to talk to her much again... she's on holz in taiwan... that was 3days back... she's back in Singapore, but now she's at the freshmen orientation camp which i am not able to attend due to other commitments...
i have not talked to her since that night, and to tell the truth, i dont know what are the chances of me getting a chance to know her better... she gives me the feeling that she is someone different from the other girls that i havfe met and she leaves a special feeling on me... something that i cant explain... has anyone felt like this before?
the other thing is that im not sure if im ready to start to even think about getting into another relationship again...
Thursday, July 19, 2007
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